My whole lifestyle changed a while ago. As a nightowl I always had preferred to live in the night, as writing is much easier and pleasant when there is no, or nearly no sound around but, since about one year I go to bed around 9-10p and then get up between 4:30 and 5:30 am, and it feels good... so, this morning I wrote in my diary:
You were a laughing, smiling, happy child up to the time you went to school.
This shows that all the problems, fears, disturbances start with education and manipulation.
Now, in my 73rd year I am heading back to that state of soul I was in my early youth! Yay!