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'A frightened little boy, deep down': Defendant Trump struggling with new status: Mary Trump

For anyone interested in the Stable Genius' thinking, and/or #psychology / #psychopathology
Here's someone who knows him better than nearly anyone, a clinical psychologist, and Trump's niece.

She's often spoken about his family crimes to his own family, and his generally living in a delusional world.... and his use of #media

Snippets: "That used to be strategy... temper tantrums-... it's not strategy any more,.." And into his "fear of humiliation", so strong "he cannot course correct". And the axiom I know to be true: With our 'defenses' against conscious awareness of unwanted thought - Freud said - we blot out reality & project, deny, etc. Therapists/analysts know very well: It is easier to feel anger than pain. Explains a lot.

#TrumpVIrus #psychopathology #abnormal #Freud #Egodefenses #mind #psychopathy #projection #denial

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The #Sun joins #Zubenelgenubi on #November 7
Fixed star Zubenelgenubi, Alpha Librae, is a 2.7 magnitude pale #yellow and light #gray double star in the Southern Scale of the Balance, #Libra #Constellation. The traditional name Zubenelgenubi, or Zuben Elgenubi, is from the Arabic ّالزُبَانَى الجَنُوبِي (al-zubānā al-janūbiyy} which means the southern #claw. Before the Scales were made separate constellation, it formed the claws of #Scorpius Constellation.

Degree*
11 ♏ 52
12 ♏ 18
15 ♏ 05
19 ♏ 22
22 ♏ 05

Fixed Star
Acrux
Alphecca
Zubenelgenubi
Zubeneschamali
Unukalhai

Orb
2°30′
2°10′
1°40′
2°00′
2°00′

Zubenelgenubi Star Astrology
Symbolically called the Insufficient Price. Of the nature of #Saturn and #Mars (bold, cruel, heartless, adulterous, criminal, liar, loss of estates, poverty, few friends.) It causes malevolence, obstruction, an unforgiving character, violence, disease, lying, crime, disgrace, and danger of poison. [1]

The Southern Scales is a double star. Its brighter partner is of Mars character with a weak blend of Saturn. The unhelpful influence of this star is said to be noticeable, especially in natives who were born during the night. A bad omen for health of the native is given if Sun or Moon is in conjunction with the Southern Scales. It has been noted that it is particularly disadvantageous to have Saturn or Neptune tied up with this star. Even the conjunction with Jupiter is credited as being adverse. Vehlow has recorded the “confiscation of possessions during times of war’. A credit given to the Southern and Northern Scales is that they both bestow an immortal name. However, this comes about more by tragic circumstances than by well-noted success. [2]

South Scale was classified by Ptolemy as a Jupiter-Mars star, not unfitting for the prime star in the Sign which has so much to do with justice, whose feminine personification on the dome of London’s ‘Old Bailey’ court is a lady with the scales of Libra in one hand, and the martian sword in the other. Jupiter is fair and merciful, even though he must point a sword to the guilty, beneficent to the plaintiff who has been wronged.

Not that human judges always measure up to that high ideal, and that means all of us in our judgment of others, not just those paid for the job. South Scale as an astrological feature contains all of that allegory: well aspected and on the ‘right’ planet in a horoscope, we have someone of courage to fight for right, but generosity to his opponents when they are defeated. If harshly aspected, especially to Mars, Saturn or Moon, justice may well take a back seat to vengeance. Such a person does well not to get into any kind of job where he can use his power, for surely he will himself live to regret it in public dishonor or worse.

It is well to remember here the other association of this star with a scorpion’s claw, used for making love as well as for slaying its prey. It does not let go until one or other matter is complete, and onlookers are not sure which of the two acts is actually in process. Sometimes even the Scorpion seems to get it wrong along the way! Humans engaged in a relationship with others, marital, judicious or whatever, need to keep a very clear head and hearts if this star is strong with them. It frequently shows up ill-aspected in many unfortunate situations, from domestic strife and miscarriages of justice to psychopathic killings that started out in the guise of love. But again, its appearance in better aspect is often just the right moment to repair a relationship and to reconsider an earlier harsh judgment. [3]

Zubeneschamali, or the Northern Scale, is considered a very fruitful star. The Chaldeans believed that when this star was clear the crops would be good. In genethiacal charts, this star gives riches, honor, and good fortune. Classical astrologers believed the same concerning the Southern Scale, Zubenelgenubi, but to a lesser degree corresponding to the difference in influence between Jupiter and Venus. Modern astrologers, however, assert just the opposite, claiming ruin and disgrace and even violence in connection with the Southern Scale. [4]

Zubenelgenubi star rules the lower half of the colon in the human body. [5]

16th Arabic Manzil – Al Jubana
Hinders journeys and marriage, harvest and merchandise, favorable for redemption of captives.

With Moon: Buy cattle but do not navigate.

3rd Chinese Xiù – 氐 (Dǐ) Root
Regarded as bringing both sweetness and illness (through damp). Any calamities are due to failure to observe proper rites. It brings storms, flu, and burglaries, especially for couples who married that day. Take care of the elderly.

Those born in this mansion are usually introverted and suffer from communication problems. They must also avoid trades with a direct link to the sea and sea voyages in general.

Zubenelgenubi Star Conjunctions
Ascendant conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Could mean rise in fortunes, followed by a downfall. There is also an indication of danger coming about in connection with water. [2]

Alice Cooper 0°28′, Marquis de Sade 0°36′, Jim Carrey 0°39′, Harvey Weinstein 1°06′, Margaret Thatcher 1°14′, Mata Hari 1°15′

Midheaven conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Bad name, rise by trade followed by disgrace and ruin. [1]

Charlie Puth 0°02′, John Daly 0°06′, Novak Djokovic 0°43′, Tennessee Williams 0°54′, David Grohl 0°57′, Jon-Erik Hexum 1°07′, Cindy Williams 1°07′, José Mourinho 1°08′, Clark Gable 1°14′, James Joyce 1°21′, Jon Vincent 1°25′, Sara Aldrete 1°25′, Hanz Fritzsche 1°40′

Descendant conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Martin Luther King 0°16′, Boy George 1°37′

Part of Fortune conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Loss by thieves, soldiers, servants, gambling, speculation, fire and lawsuits. [1]

Brad Pitt 0°22′, John Wayne Bobbitt 0°38′

Sun conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Sickness, loss in business and through fire or speculation, disgrace, ruin, disfavor of superiors, suffers through wrongful accusations, sickness to family. [1]

Lorde 0°18′, Billy Graham 0°40′, Sally Field 0°50′, Marie Curie 1°20′, Jon-Erik Hexum 1°29′, Marie Antoinette 1°37′

Moon conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Trouble through opposite sex, wrongful accusations, disgrace, ruin, mental anxiety, loss of relatives, many disappointments, much sickness, disease in those parts of the body ruled by the sign. [1]

J. Paul Getty 0°03′, Jennifer Gibbons 0°10′, Jimmy Carter 0°13′, Bob Dole 0°13′, June Gibbons 0°15′, Robert Hand 0°18′, RuPaul 0°26′, Barry Gibb 0°31′, Titus Salt 0°41′, Kathie Lee Gifford 0°56′ Eric Burdon 1°14′, Elizabeth Taylor 1°36′, Jules Verne 1°54′, Tammy Faye Baker 2°05′

Mercury conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Crafty, revengeful, treacherous, quick mind, bad health, disgrace, poverty at end of life. [1]

(0°30′ orb): This position affects the lower colon by causing a thin film to cover the inside of the colon. The result is a lack of absorption and stagnation in this area clogging the inside walls of the colon. Stimulation is required to increase the flow, and these natives resort to laxatives to release the waste in the system. Instead of laxatives, these individuals need to drink papaya juice and raspberry tea continuously. [5]

Bruce Lee 1°01′

Venus conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Bad for marriage, sudden and secret death, may be poisoned owing to jealousy of one of own sex. [1]

Marie Antoinette 0°12′, Kirk Douglas 0°23′, Serena Williams 1°30′

Mars conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Bitter quarrels, entailing bloodshed or death. [1]

This is a drying process of the tissues in the colon, thereby causing cracks in the walls of the colon. Mint teas and a teaspoon of olive oil three times per week would be very helpful here. These natives find it difficult to relieve their bowels which causes hemorrhoid problems. The external use of Vaseline would also be quite helpful. [5]

Joseph Goebbels 0°06′, Phil McGraw 0°23′

Jupiter conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Hypocrisy, deceit, dishonesty, pretended religious zeal for business purposes, danger of imprisonment. [1]

Gianni Versace 0°13′, Justin Bieber 0°21′, Josef Mengele 0°21′, Jules Verne 1°03′, Ted Bundy 1°16′

Saturn conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Dishonorable, often escapes justice but finally suffers, jealous, quick-tempered, domestic disharmony, bad for marriage, gain and legacies. [1]

Billy Bob Thornton 0°14′, Margaret Thatcher 0°15′, Linda Goodman 1°24′

Uranus conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Sharp, cunning, #dangerous, #abnormal #mind, thought reader, always injuring others, may commit undiscovered crime, violent passions but great control, secret revenge, latter part of life in asylum or prison, violent death.

Rudolf #Hess 0°01′, Emmanuel #Macron 0°03′, Volodymyr #Zelenskyy 1°20′

Neptune conjunct Zubenelgenubi: Morose, melancholy, isolated, shrewd, cunning, evil use of occult powers and of poisons or drugs, cynical, dangerous, broods over some secret, peculiar death, often suicide. [1]

Jennifer and June Gibbons 0°21′, Courtney Love 0°33′, Boris Johnson 0°49′, Sara Aldrete 0°56′, Joe Exotic 1°00′, Michael Jordan 1°05′, Johnny Depp 1°09′, Jim Carrey 1°16′

Pluto conjunct Zubenelgenubi: JonBenét Ramsey 0°02′, Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez 0°48′, Zoë Kravitz 1°21′

South Node conjunct Zubenelgenubi:

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"Alchemical Music for Sound Shamans" in free download here https://archive.org/details/rADio_eNd_Salvator_Salvandus Taped Rugs Productions https://archive.org/details/tapedrugsproductionsaudio and the Necrophile Hummingbird Netlabel http://www.horsnorme.org present Salvator Salvandus by rADio eNd a subtle musical elixir.

rADio eNd members involve in :

Charles Rice Goff III :
Additional sounds, mixes, final edits, and cover art of the Taped Rugs Version https://archive.org/details/SalvatorSalvandus

Ed End :
Album concept, song titles, and original source music.

Cover art photo of this version by Alain Grille edited a little.

Also if you are looking for physical hard copy (Tape, CDR) of this album (It's more for trade than selling...) you should check on http://www.tapedrugs.com

Technology :

C. Goff III :

Voice, Korg R3 Vocoder/Synthesizer, Korg Z1 Synthesizer, Micro Moog Analog Synthesizer, Hello Kitty Stratocaster Electronic Guitar, Aklot Electro-Acoustic Soprano Ukulele, Various Plectra, Boss RC 20X Loop Station Loop Duplicator, Ibanez DM 1000 Digital Delay, Yamaha FX 500 Effects Unit, Various Analog Foot Pedal Sound Effects, Tascam 424MKIII 4-Track Cassette Recorder, K-Mart Portable Phonograph, Modified Vinyl and Flexidisk Records, Cool Edit Pro II, Audacity, Midisoft MIDI Scorewriter, Windows Media Player, Roxio 2011 Sound Recorder, Several Plug-In Audio Sound Effects, Amazing MIDI Wave-To-MIDI, Polysoft MIDI to Mp3 Converter, Natural Reader Voice Emulator

Ed End :

Novation Bass Station analog synthesizer in rack with Yamaha DX21 keyboard.
Rhythms generated by a Digitech Trio Pedal in various FX circuits, coupled with a pink Mini Kaossilator Korg, an electric frequencies generator, and various FX pedals.
Samples are done with an old turntable with an elastic band and some other stuff under the records to make irregular playing surfaces.
Etheric Body incorporates a computer overlayer mix.

Editing Process :

To produce this collection, Goff blended many of his own original recordings with Ed’s source materials. Goff also modified Ed’s source materials in many ways. Simple digital effects altered source track sounds and/or speeds. Some source tracks were played on a keyboard directly through the inputs of a Korg Vocoder. On one piece, a single rhythmic source phrase was modified in a number of ways, then the various modified phrases were linked together into a chain. Some source tracks were converted to MIDI files, then the resulting tracks were altered to showcase a variety of MIDI sounds. Some edits were recorded onto a 4 track cassette tape and remixed manually into digital files.

Below the surface :
We talked a lot about the symbolic elements before Goff upgrade it.
About Salvador Salvandus concept you will discover yourself an answer if you translate the fifth track title.
It seems one big problem in this world is about on one side the self proclamated saviors, kind of people often thinking that there is only one solution : their solution... and on the other side the savior worshipers, kind of people often thinking it's more safe to be save by someone else than to do it themselves...
For me both are wrong. Of course, people with a little psychological skills know that the "hand seeking help", is more trying to drag down someone else to feel less low. Sameway that the "helping hand" is more trying to steal the benefit of the salvation. Obviously the savior can't save and the savior seeker can't be save.
Both being blinded because too much self centered. In this problem there is not only two subjects but three and this third one is the world itself, and the world, this wide network of living beings brings a real solution if you are able to listen it. You get the process and knows how to act toward to solve it till you are able to feel these connections and understand how to set your mind.
Hard to explain fully in few words roughly translate that's why I prefer let the music talk.

Above the surface :
It took me several listening before to get it, Salvador Salvandus is the kind of album you can often go back to and slowly become a familliar presence as well as that shadow behind you can be. For me it's an important step in rADio eNd study of how a kind of soul can be reveal thru the transformation of the sound material. That's why I'm so happy Goff share his editing process. And I hope you will be as joyfull than me that he brings this music to life.

Inner transmission first version is also in this Video Art Clip https://archive.org/details/what_happens_when_you_throw_fire_on_black_ice

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