#journaling

digit@iviv.hu

#cathartic #journaling #funny #noseriously #itgetsfunny #wellonlyalittlebit #wasgonnabeprivate [oh and of course, gotta add #DigitsRants to this one].

tempted to roar n rage a million passive-aggressive poorly-veiled "i told you so"s, in forms like "remember when we told you there were these think tanks with these plans they were pushing through the politicians, for global total hegemony through a multi-vector attack involving invading a series of countries to manage resource control, create catastrophes and blame it on terrorists to scare up support and distract from the plans and the take over of all domestic and civilian infrastructure through private buy outs and the "public private partnerships", and the manipulations of the money supply, and as one middling insider was caught on tape [god i wish i'd kept that] saying: "when the terrorist thing wears off, we're going to have people running scared of a disease without symptoms" [(might have been as early as 2003)], and a further cascade of contingencies, buying time for, and advancing, the increments of total control, including the weather manipulation [aka weather warfare, geoengineering] technologies to create fake climate disaster (which is especially annoying because it distracts from real environmental devastation and ecocide happening now, long time, accelerating), fake nuclear wars, fake alien invasion, and build robot armies, and how they planned to kill 75-95% of the population to maintain control... remember when we told you there were think tanks with those kinds of plans and that they were buddy buddy close ties and well funded buying influence through the politicians and puppets and putting their many coups and wars and catastrophes and deceptions and power grabs and wealth destructions and wealth transfers and regressions of civil liberties and even human rights, and other plans, in place, into action, happening, ... remember when we told you about that, through, say, 1997 to ... 2019... remember when we told you that, and pointed you to the web urls of the thinktanks own websites saying that, and to links showing them variously giving speeches saying they're doing it, and remember when we gave you urls to websites that would show you the links between the boards of directors across multiple corporations, government agencies (which are themselves now also merely corporations, in this corporatocracy, aka, corporate fascism, musoliniism), and non governmental organisations... and showed you specific arrangements that pointed out the very essence of the whole corruptable web and the events unfolding and the actors at the hinges, and would walk you through it... remember that? what do you think now?"

but then i think it's just not as neatly encapsulated in words as it is in my big visual-aptitude brain. [not even simplest]

and,

in pointing to the unbelievable, even worse the better the evidence, given the seemingly insurmountable from their imagination of their abilities...
not really sensible is it? not even the blinding arrogance folly trying to convince, but merely to keep trying talk awareness [and ability to consider] into those who've been hypnotised into npc roles. [terrorised into the agentic mode in the grand milgram experiment we're in, obedient in the isolation from responsibility, even to kill someone right infront of you, because authority said it had to be done, and you do it, without flinch of consideration or remorse, despite having no signs of psychopathy prior, the conditioning and structure had you function as a psychopath as part of its own psychopathic structural nature, both attracting and generating psychopaths into it, directing it, chicken and egg, getting more psychopathic... but i digress...]

like, can we slap them?, to wake them up, one slap, and a quick sharp shout of something like... "YOU'RE A HUMAN BEING GOD DAMNIT! SENTIENT! CONSCIOUS! CONSCIENTIOUS!!! COME BACK TO SENSE! FACE THIS, HEAD ON!" but we're not allowed to slap people, are we?

oh, we are? slapping's allowed now?

oh, but only consensual? oh. aw. oh, okay, so... if i go to a slaps match (or whatever they're called), i could wake up some "non player characters" back to human player level there. XD

bring it.

jk.

but, interesting idea for a script, if not gonna do it for real. lol.

start the revolution at the slap match.

sorta like a parody of fighclub, but more accidental and goofy. and less split personality stuff at the core. more the revolution, #thegreatawakening

but no seriously, if there are any insiders there reading this... have you got spaceships yet? and the reassurance of everyone else having spaceships too?

really, no cull necessary. it makes you look weak to have played along with the ... well, you know better than i or that.

ps, i know it's not sound epistemology, through and through, on display here. this's more just a cathartic blaaaaaa, release valve bilge dump. but still, ever on, flap those butterfly wings, you glorious being, wherever you are, you trajectory nudger you, you seed planter... only 5 links of someone who knows someone and we pretty much know everyone. and how much quicker these days... flap on. sentient conscious conscientious being, you. :) and you're closer to those who are well positioned to move forward the most radical mends out of the darkest malignancies. ... can still mend this. you'd be amazed. :)

#thegreatmending

krzwierz79@iviv.hu

Hey everyone, I’m #newhere and just looking around (I’m not too big on being social)

I’m equally into #computers #education #translation #psychology and #photography. Depends on a day.

If I’m not learning modern #javascript (I stopped making websites in early 2000s) or #python (mostly to scratch my own itch), I may be #translating something from #English to #Polish
(and the other way round), #meditating and #journaling with #ACT or trying to find:
good #SF or #fantasy to read, some time to make the photos of my wife #dancing look good with #darktable, bands like #godsmack, people to talk to and values to go by.